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10 unhealthy things to do today
-a donut (poor quality donut with white icing and coconut flakes on top)
-3 cups of coffee (at once)
-repeated (inappropriate and unrequited) texts to a boy
-half a cigarette (spread out as small sips from friends' fags)
-pot brownie (eaten 12 hours ago, but effects lingering and slightly debilitating, especially with regards to judgements about texting a boy and eating a donut)
-no shower
-lo mein/chow mein (too soft chewy chicken pieces but mostly greasy fried noodles with maybe a leaf of bok choy and floret of broccli)
-use of internet net working sights and online tv streaming as a means to not draw or write or read.
-compulsive masturbation (as a sedative before sleep or as a means to not draw or write or read)
-abuse of alcohol and the use of convoluted logics and reasoning to justify said abuse, and reframe it as if not a healthy behavior but one that is harmless and even neccessary.