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at home
6 shots in of jager
then two of whiskey
there's a moth on the tv screen
which isnt a moth but a mosquito
and not a tv but a computer.
black cotton socks pulled up to
your thighs
and blue cutoff shorts high up to your
crotch.
you dressed like lolita.
on purpose.
you walked to the bar and thought
"i am dressed like lolita, on purpose"
you served booze and soda
and water with ice
you danced briefly with a boy
wearing a tight flannel shirt and a broach
instead of a tie, his eyes turned down on the
outside his belly touched your forearm.
you grabbed the thickness of him
when you pushed past to the restroom.
"this" youthink
"is good practice for new york'