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you gain 7 pounds in 2 weeks.
you have taken to drinking water with
lemon and eating donuts and chocolate
past midnight.
your eyes are dry.
you cried earlier when he left.
you held him tight
your arms reaching all the way around him
you pressed one hand on the back of his
head, his hair fine and soft.
you said
"hey, i love you, and you will be back"
you did not cry then but after
on the street, as you walked to the gym
and three drunk people in a row asked you for a cigarette
or a light.